2026, Weeks 23–24

Back from a trip to the west coast. A week off came at a good time. Found myself becoming a keyboard warrior at work. I'm usually on the more diplomatic side of the spectrum, so when I'm coming in hot on a regular basis, good sign to step away. It helps to have good colleagues who can hear you grumble and rumble but refuse to feed your worst instincts.


The trip started with a wedding out in Pajaro Dunes, and then we were off to a few days of adventures in Santa Cruz (and a quick dip in San Francisco) and in Los Angeles.

The early early morning flight is always so brutal. I feel mounting dread the night before (though track: "I have a day off tomorrow! I should be able to stay up as late as I want!"), and regret the decision when I wake up... but then on landing with a full wide-open day to work with, it's all worth it.

Pajaro Dunes at night

One highlight of the trip for me was seeing some giant redwoods in Henry Cowell Redwoods State Park, first time in one of those big cathedral groves. A good nature fix at the Arboretum at UC Santa Cruz as well.

Another highlight was driving up Highway 1 and using Apple Maps and Google Maps at the same time, both shouting directions and talking over each other, no social graces. The chaos had me cackling. Also interesting to hear the differences in how much info they give ahead of time, and with how much precision, and the in-the-moment encouragement.

grove of towering redwood trees in Henry Cowell Redwoods State Park

Netted seven museums on the trip. Easy winner, by a mile, was the new Geffen galleries at LACMA – beautiful space, lots of room on a sunny weekday to mosey and absorb. The Broad continues to underwhelm and MOCA is an unsung hero in DTLA. Cool exhibition for the 100th anniversary of the Los Angeles Central Library and riding the new D Line subway extension rounded things out. Maybe in future trips I should keep making time to revisit like I did on this one. It's cool to see a city change, to pile up new memories in a place you don't see that often.

For no particular reason, I put my phone's camera in black-and-white mode and left it there for the last week or so. Given how much photos can influence memories, I wonder how that will affect what I recall a decade from now. We'll see!

Art

Hit and Miss, quilt by Mary Lue Brown. Ginza, quilt by Yvonne Porcella. Things on the Wall, oil and magna on canvas by Roy Lichtenstein. F.P.I. 19, pen on folded paper by Dorothea Rockburne. Seek, Find; Knock Open, glass beads and cotton by Liza Lou. Susannah at the Bath, collage with paint, ink, and graphite on board by Romare Bearden. Standing Woman with Jar, slip-painted earthenware from unknown artists of the Jalisco cultures, 200 BCE–400 CE. La Gerbe, ceramic tile embedded in plaster by Henri Matisse. Path of Light, stoneware with inlays of colored clay by Miyashita Zenji.

a pair of women looking at Henri Matisse's work La Gerbe at LACMA

Books

On the Calculation of Volume, Book IV. Finished this week. What a great series. It'll be a long wait until book five in November...

Don't Call It Art: 10 Ways to Create Like a Kid Again. All the condensed wisdom and encouragement we've come to know and love.

Running

Taking my running shoes on vacation is very good for me. Ran along a quiet beach all to myself, along a quiet river with ducks, and into dense shrubbery where coyotes gotta annoyed and yipped at me.

a couple takes a photo of their baby in front of the ferris wheel on the Santa Cruz boardwalk

Around the Web

On launching a nonprofit. "While waiting on approvals, I was churning out ideas at a rate that became absolutely unmanageable, immediately."

"You must imagine yourself happy in any number of worlds. There is nothing 'higher status' than excelling joyfully at what you do."

Art for Our Sakes.

"The quality of this relationship between Present Self and Future Self shapes your whole life."

The western hemisphere produces more oil than than the middle east now.

Where are more people dying than being born?

Chinese immigrants overtake Dominicans as NYC's largest foreign-born group.

Public Transport Magazine.

Alternatives to free parking in NYC.

Current Rothko, weather-based art curation.

82-0 lets you try to draft an NBA roster that could go undefeated, each round limited to a specific team and decade. (Best I got on hidden-stats mode was lucking into a 65–17 roster with Walt Frazier, Tyrese Halliburton, KD, LeBron, and Anthony Davis.)

Music

Caroline Shaw, Andrew Yee, or, The Whale. An opening track where the lyrics are tree names, and a song about quilting and craft? Shaw keeps moving up my list of favorite musicians.

INRITUVM, Ex Nihilo Ad Nihilum. Metal, didn't click with me this week.

Boards of Canada, Inferno. I don't think I've ever listened to them before? Maybe heard some here and there, not sure. All that to say: I have no emotional tie to their reappearance, but glad I tapped in after hearing all the buzz. It's good!

Laurence Pike, Possible Utopias for Jazz Quintet. I like "Night Bird".

Vivaldi: 14 Concertos (for Mandolin, Flute, Trumpet, Violin, etc.) perf. New London Consort dir. Philip Pickett, and The Academy of Ancient Music dir. Christopher Hogwood. It delivers.

Britten: War Requiem perf. London Symphony Orchestra, London Symphony Chorus, Choir of Eltham College cond. Gianandrea Noseda. Not for me!

view from cliffs above a surf spot

Movies

Goodfellas. It has such fluidity, momentum, you just get carried along but ultimately I deeply hated all these miserably awful people and their terrible choices.

Bend It Like Beckham. I laughed, I cried, I had my heart warmed! Mission accomplished.

The Great Wall. Flame but no heat.

Ballerina. Slow to start, but gains momentum. At its best when it lightens up.

Influencer. Enjoyed this twisty little thriller. Villains and victims stumbling into different roles, swapping who's on the backfoot.

TV

The X-Files, s6e12 "One Son". Spender's redemption? Once again, Scully stays on track.

Big Little Lies, s2e1. Meryl Streep is gonna torment everyone and it's gonna be fun.

Hannibal, s3e12–13. And with that, the rewatch is finished. Glad I did. The first half of this season is a drag, but once we transition from the Vergers to the Great Red Dragon, things pick up again.

Couples Therapy, s5e2.

seascape view of a tall overcast sky above gently crashing waves

2026, Week 22

Said goodbye to friends and neighbors last week, as they prepped for a move across the country. What a weird feeling to look over your friends' house from a stoop sale perspective. Trying their life on for size.


This week I tried some basic plumbing tasks that started with excitement, entered into a flow state, detoured into quiet fury, to desperation, and quiet calm resignation to try again later. Fun to learn, though, and cool to be able to take pictures of random parts and get help on the internet.

hand-painted sign on a concrete wall reading 'No Parking' in large red capital letters with white borders

Art

Breakfast Time, oil on canvas by Hana Pauli. Artisten, weaving by Sten Kauppi. There was something with the sky, batik, appliqué, embroidery by Ida-Lovisa Rudolfsson. A Diver, woodcut by Lars Eriksson. Thinking Through Clay I, stoneware by Mårten Medbo.

Books

Foundation: The History of England from Its Earliest Beginnings to the Tudors. Finished with this one. I like the mix of thematic interlude chapters that talk about "what this was like" along with straightforward "this happened then this happened" narrative history.

Annihilation by Jeff VanderMeer. It reads quickly but didn't love it. But it didn't make me want to re-watch the movie, so that's a win.

And now to find the next one!

Running

Canarsie Park is very nice on a bright spring morning.

Around the Web

Dad books are a dying breed.

Larry McMurtry's home library.

The Mystery of the Backward Index. Clever and obvious, now that I know! (via)

A Great Day in Harlem.

Urban spelunking in Brooklyn Heights.

The Cherokee Bible.

"One of the lessons of the synthesizer is that the first generation often imitates. This is not a failure of imagination so much as a necessary stage of grief: mourning the loss of the old constraint."

Americans are leaving the US in record numbers.

Scammers use AI for empathy bait now. So gross. :(

Tracking a spouse succumbing to Alzheimer's. "It’s awful missing someone while they’re standing right there."

hand-painted sign on a concrete wall reading 'We Buy Cars' in large blue capital letters with white borders

Music

Lots of electronic this week. Starting with two from Max Cooper, Feeling Is Structure and On Being. Harmonia, Musik von Harmonia. Roedelius, Selbstportrait I. Floating Points, Shadows. Ear, The Most Dear and the Future. Kangding Ray, Sirāt OST.

Bill Evans, You Must Believe in Spring was a lovely contrast to the rest.

Movies

Sirāt. Looooooved it. I wish I'd seen it in a theater. The sound and landscape overwhelm.

One Battle After Another. Great energy through the whole thing. I felt nothing but it's fun.

Annihilation. Scifi where the thread is more biology than technology, and truly alien. Third time I've seen it, never regretted. (first, second)

Brotherhood of the Wolf. Period horror with a swashbuckling wink. Why not?

In Cold Light. Second favorite of the week at after Sirāt. Neo noir in cowboy Canada, what's not to like?

TV

The X-Files, s6e11 "Two Fathers".

Hannibal, s3e11.

Couples Therapy, s5e1. Bracing for stress and catharsis.

2026, Week 21

According to my notes this week, I had a good idea for something to write here and I forgot it. "Jotting this in case it comes back...?" It did not. But for the record, it was "pretty good".


Holiday weekend, don't waste it!

Art

1/24/80 #2, color monoprint by Lynda Benglis. A 19th century grass basket from the Congo. A Lady, watercolor on ivory. Woman in flowered dress sitting with hands clasped in lap, platinum print of photograph by Herbert Greer French. 2,000 Turkeys, Albany, Ohio, gelatin silver print by Nancy Rexroth. Seminarians Playing Football, photo by Ramón Masats.

Books

As I wrap up Foundation: The History of England from Its Earliest Beginnings to the Tudors, I've been poking around for my next read. And striking out. Something will come along.

Total Recall by Piers Anthony. I had no idea this was a novelization. DNF, switched to watch the movie instead. Maybe I'll check out the original PKD story at some point.

The Greek Plays: Sixteen Plays by Aeschylus, Sophocles, and Euripides. Dangerous to spend too much time on the preface, foreword, translator's note, biography, introduction...

The Sea, The Sea by Iris Murdoch. We'll see!

Running

Yesterday's long run wiped me out. But I think my fitness is finally back up where it was before I went to Japan and took a few weeks off. It's good when your ability can meet your desire.

Around the Web

"By 1872, a trade journal was running the first advertisements for books labeled specifically as "summer reading", a category that hadn't existed before."

"A perfect day is waking up knowing no one is mad at me. I'm not late on anything. I'm not procrastinating."

The Barbican Estate: What it's like to live in an architectural icon.

The hidden cassettes: Excerpts from calls my dad secretly recorded and Paul Brown's iPod.

Rediscovering the handcart. Beautiful website, too.

"Underneath the task of writing a particular piece is the general one of making a self who can make the work you are meant to."

"The right question is what habits of mind, what kinds of relationships, what capacity for judgment under uncertainty, what tolerance for slow understanding, will let a person remain economically and humanly viable across a working life in which the specific tasks they were trained for will be repeatedly absorbed into machines on a tempo no one can predict."

Quaker parents were ahead of their time. "Let your life speak."

We're still not done with Jesus.

What Wikipedia page was everyone looking at yesterday?

Enjoyed strolling the rooms in this gif gallery for a while.

Ideas for slash pages on your personal site.

Music

NFM Choir cond. Lionel Sow, Dialogue, featuring choral works by Penderecki, Daniel-Lesur, Marçot, Poulenc, Messiaen. Proud to have clocked Penderecki by ear on my first listen. Messiaen's "O sacrum convivium!" might be my favorite of the bunch.

The British Project, City of Birmingham Symphony Orchestra cond. Mirga Gražinytė-Tyla. "Fantasia on a theme by Thomas Tallis" always hits.

Ellen Reid, Big Majestic. Great album. The title track has something of the Apollo: Atmospheres energy. "Alone on Mulholland", maybe dial this one up next time I'm in LA.

Angine de Poitrine, Vol. II. Erratic jazzy funky progressive rock stuff. Reminds me of Primus a little bit?

Tenebrio, Golden Boy, Miss Kittin, Rippin' Kittin.

Movies

Ideally movies do not look like the movies people watch in movies. Glad I've been choosing wisely of late.

Total Recall (1990). Good momentum throughout, and a good thinkpiece, too. I like when scifi futures so closely resemble our own world, just polished up a bit. Not everything ages well here but the practical effects still have visceral impact.

Too Late for Tears. Sturdy film noir. I love how our lead just instantly gets the greedy glimmer in her eyes – no mystery as to exactly when the trouble starts.

Married to the Mob. Loved this. So many oddball characters, "why not?" moments just to keep you on your toes. Movies don't feel weird like this anymore? Is it us?

Caddo Lake. Suspenseful and natureful science fiction, nicely done. I think one of the perks of an acting career would be picking up random skills like running a johnboat. Also, this movie helped me learn about the 160-mile long (!) Great Raft logjam that led to the lake's formation.

TV

The X-Files, s6e10 "Tithonus". So good! Appreciate the modern-day exploration of the new-to-me Greek myths. Top-tier acting. I like when Scully is uneasy and questioning, more engaging for me than Mulder's paranoid-obsessive questing.

Hannibal, s3e10.

Big Little Lies, s1e6–7. Great climax. I still wonder when the trivia part happens.

2026, Week 20

It can be very nice to have family nearby, whatever the occasion, however long or short.


Took my first trip to Cape Cod last week. It's pretty much exactly what I imagined: beautiful, pleasantly boring, charming. I took Amtrak there and remembered that I don't use it enough. It's so very nice to sit by the window with your book or laptop or whatever and just zip across the landscape with zero effort. If we ever leave the northeast, I'll miss the trains a lot.


I was in Cape Cod for a work retreat. The company I joined with 60-something teammates is now six or seven times as large. I am the grizzled veteran among a bunch of younger and newer hires. I hope I can be as chill and kind and wise and encouraging as the older colleagues that helped me find my feet earlier in my career. An enriching and exhausting experience, lucky to have it, hope we'll do it again.


Travel hack: a slice of pizza in plastic wrap packs easily, tastes great at all temps.

short tufts of grass on a sandy shoreline

Art

The Barbed Noose with the Mice, watercolor and gouache on paper by Paul Klee. Victorian Interior I, oil on canvas by Horace Pippin. The Triumph of Fame, Netherlandish tapestry in wool and silk. Ear ornament with winged runner in gold, turquoise, sodalite and shell from the Moche cultures of Peru.

Books

Foundation: The History of England from Its Earliest Beginnings to the Tudors, continued...

Running

Trail runs in Cape Cod were nice, and simply having the time to run for longer in the mornings. When I'm packing I always resent the extra bulk from the running shoes and clothes, but always so glad to have it.

Brewster firetower in Cape Cod

Around the Web

Clout as a service. Always a great time to stop following lifestyle influencers.

The internet has no benches. "Like guerrilla public improvement projects put benches in public spaces, repopulate foliage in neglected intersections, or transform dumping sites into neighborhood gathering spots, we can also retrofit and reshape our digital space."

"The truth is that I went to Singapore because of the playgrounds." and How Singapore builds playground culture.

Historic bird's-eye view drawings of New York City.

Heatmapping New York City travel times.

Comparisons as Predictable as the Sunrise.

Farmers and foragers.

The git commands I avoided for nine years.

Music

Tristan Perich, Ensemble 0, Open Symmetry. Three vibraphones, electronics, and 20 speakers. It's great.

Daniel Avery, Drone Logic. Trippy high-energy acid/house or whatever. Also great. "These Nights Never End" is instant stank-face. "Simulrec" covers the washy, flow-ier side of the spectrum.

Alexandra Nepomnyashchaya, J.S. Bach: Transformations. Bach! Harpsichord! I think I have a new perspective on the Adagio from the D minor concerto, BWV 974.

small round stone with a painting of flowers rests on a large boulder

Movies

Dream Lover. Erotic thriller, femme fatale, etc.. It's fun, and I loved the weird dream-state interludes.

Absolutely Anything. Harmless little scifi comedy. It has its moments.

To Die For. Dark satire, femme fatale, etc.. If Elle from Legally Blonde had an evil streak. Like Dream Lover above, I appreciate proper opening credits!

Insidious. This did nothing for me! We all have different fears, I guess.

TV

The X-Files, s6e9 "S.R. 819". Love a Skinner episode. Nanobots, Mike Tyson references, and frickin' Krychek.

Hannibal, s3e9. "Even if you know the state of who you are today, you can't predict who you'll be tomorrow. You're defined up to now, not beyond."

Big Little Lies, s1e5.

Lord of the Flies (2026), s1e1. Refreshing to see a show with a distinctive look and feel, with the queasy fisheye and shallow focus distortion. I think the characterization in this episode is forcing our sympathies a bit, but I wonder if that will shift as the series goes on.

2026, Week 19

Hitting a patch of seasonal depression, I realized a few weeks late. Tally up the symptoms and recognize I've been through this before. Remembering when to ignore myself, to keep doing the good things that get me to the other side in one piece.


We took the train up to Greenwich, CT this weekend. Breakfast at Méli-Mélo hit the spot. The main destination was The Bruce Museum, which was more than I'd hoped, rewarded the visit. Greenwich the town was what I expected (suspected?). Not for me, and that's okay.

Art

Baigneuse (sur les galets), oil on canvas by Georges Braque. I've seen so much of the canonical Andy Warhol stuff that I tend to breeze right by it in museums, so seeing his hand-colored flowers was a breath of fresh air. Number 311D, wood, compressed cotton, and pulped paper on paper by Leonardo Drew. She Offered You a Garden, quilt by Sarah Nsikak.

view from inside The Bruce Museum in Greenwich, CT looking out into a forested park

Books

On the Calculation of Volume, Book III. Breezed through this one. Strangely plain yet mesmerizing like the previous two. Loving how each book takes a particular lens on the situation – seasons, relationships, responsibility to society.

Foundation: The History of England from Its Earliest Beginnings to the Tudors. Need to pick up again.

Running

A bit of active recovery and reset. More weights to shore up weaknesses revealed on previous harder runs.

Around the Web

To all my teachers, a beautiful collection of memories.

What have you tried? and Do ten times as much.

"The dailiness of it meant that I knew I’d do it again the next day, and it took pressure off whatever I was working on right then. Nothing was final. It was all part of an ongoing conversation and observation I was having with the woods."

Names that increased in popularity from 2024 to 2025.

In reading about the Celtic cultures and what led up to them, I learned about rare golden hats and the Ogham alphabet, which has a great look.

Let moms have Waymo. Reduced labor, increased safety. I'd guess there's a tradeoff with bonding/together-time, which I also guess would vary with age, but maybe the rewards come in other forms – rest, independence, etc..

Emotional regulation is a dying art and "The social return to a positive world view, and avoiding negative emotional contagion, never has been higher."

Maximizers and focusers.

Walter Tschinkel used molten aluminum to create 3D maps of ant colony architecture.

Spots, stripes and more: Working out the logic of animal patterns.

"Not only does walking speed typically decrease with age, greater levels of hearing loss are linked with slower walking speed for adults of all ages."

Music

From Brian Reitzell, the soundtracks for the Hannibal TV show...

A couple more from Jon Hopkins (a bright spot in my 2025 listening)...

Tristan Perich, Drift Multiply for 50 Violins and 50-channel 1-bit Electronics. I eat this up. Love how things disintegrate into static every now and then.

Movies

The Last Witch Hunter. I don't watch a lot of witchy/fantasy material. Really like how earthy and creepy the magic is here, the other-worldliness of the visuals.

Send Help. I think it dawdles a bit when it should race, but love a good villainous turn.

TV

The X-Files, s6e8 "The Rain King". Fun! Lighthearted matchmaking, sentimental Wizard of Oz vibes.

American Gladiators (1991), s3e26. I was obsessed with this show as a kid. Fun to rewatch. People were different in the '90s, and sportscasting has come a long way.

CSI: Miami, s5e6.

2026, Week 18

Had a bit of a minor reset this week: new glasses, new shirts, new pants on the way. Reinvention by acquisition!


I managed to unblock myself a bit at work recently. Brain feeling too bottled up, fragmented, sludgy. I think it happened because – I'm mildly ashamed to say – I made myself focus more and also let go of knowing about other things. Always pride myself on having my finger on the pulse but, if I get more of what I want done, it's probably worth learning about things a few hours later.


This morning I had the house to myself for a few hours. I didn't do anything that different. Coffee, chores, breakfast, music. But I felt myself expanding and unshriveling a bit, easing into a larger container. It makes a difference.

Art

Embroidered hanging of wool on linen depicting a pomegranate tree, roses and other flowers, foliage and birds by May Morris. A crib and another crib by Keith Haring. Tres figuras danzando, gouache on cardstock by Victor Brauner. Celebration of el dia de los muertos in Xalitla, Guerrero, acrylic painting by Cleofas Ramirez Celestino.

Books

Foundation: The History of England from Its Earliest Beginnings to the Tudors. I knew generally about all the viking incursions into England in the early middle ages, but don't think I appreciated the how deep and lasting the impact has been.

Running

Back into my rhythm for now. Took a while to get revved up again on my morning runs. Also pushed it a bit too much on the weekend long run after my down week last week, but no regrets, just a little creaky.

Around the Web

"There are a lot of instances on the internet where people are telling their story, but the audience is hearing a roadmap. And the gap between those two things is where the mud happens."

American mushroom farming is on the decline.

American fatherhood on the rise.

Are movies getting darker? and Why movies don't feel real anymore.

What goes into designing art exhibitions.

What makes art great?

Disappearing book reviews and disappearing paperback nonfiction.

Vacation brain.

Music

Several with James McVinnie on the organ...

Kacey Musgraves, Middle of Nowhere. I think I'll say "Rhinestoned" is my favorite for now.

Movies

28 Years Later: The Bone Temple. Deeply uncomfortably nihilistic and grisly, and then pleasantly unhinged. Iron Maiden! Fiennes is a gem.

The Town. Third time I've seen it (first, second). Noticing more slice-of-life Boston this time around.

Bone Lake. This was just okay. Props for at least one jaw-dropping moment I've never seen on film before. Learning that I prefer horror with more supernatural menace, and less of the sadistic/zany human sort.

TV

The X-Files, s6e7 "Terms of Endearment". Some episodes can be intense, but they don't usually get into material this dark/traumatic. Interesting!

Hannibal, s3e8.

Big Little Lies, s1e4.

2026, Weeks 16–17

Last week I traveled to the Bay Area, adding layers a place I know pretty well (4-5 trips?) but not deeply. Time in Palo Alto, and San Ramón, and Oakland, and SF. Managed to visit five museums visits and two public libraries while we were out there. Libraries in particular are a good way to get a sense of the community. (Oakland is not happy with ICE right now!)


I also got sick a few days after we arrived, and it all came crashing down. I was hoping to work from one of our SF offices, but ended up holed up in the hotel for several days, working from a blanket mere blocks away so as not to infect everyone.


Speaking of hotels, a soapbox: by and large, today's "nice" hotels have have overly-soft beds! It's one thing to have a squishy mattress, but then also the extra padded top, and then putting a padded bedsheet on top of that? People, come on. I'm over 40! I need more support! And then covering it with floofy down comforter? It's a recipe for overheating. Gotta rethink this whole thing from the ground up.

a colorful travel van parked on a residential street under a few big palm trees

Art

Preserve Your Peace, acrylic on canvas over wood panel by Greg Ito. Foothill Cabin, oil on canvas by Pacita Abad. Where Dreams Flow, handmade pigments on linen by Rupy C. Tut. Coup de Chapeau II, painted and patinated bronze by Roy Lichtenstein. Textile Fresco, linen, silk, cotton, and synthetic fiber by Sheila Hicks

Books

The First King of England: Æthelstan and the Birth of a Kingdom. Finished. Very detailed and meticulous. Gave me new appreciation for: how much cultural blending was taking place at the time and how big that world was, even though travel was atrocious; how much organization / bureaucracy there was even in the olden days... but also how power on paper ≠ power on the ground. Also fun: historians using basically meeting agendas/roll call to identify social climbers vs. who was falling out of favor among the elite. Interesting for the historical period, but also a good view into how history gets done. There is cleverness in every job done well.

Foundation: The History of England from Its Earliest Beginnings to the Tudors. Just begun. Seems like the breezy counterpart to the previous.

Running

Had a nice run in Palo Alto, but then too sick to do any others while I was in the Bay. Alas! Saw some new streets in East Flatbush on a long run this weekend.

Around the Web

"God created you with 3 Claude skill files and you're supposed to figure out when to call consequentialism, deontology, & virtue ethics. Make no mistakes".

Who shows at the Whitney Biennial. (Thanks, Jara.)

Jazz based on the flow of NYC subway cars.

A stroll through the Mall of America.

Eames kit house.

"When you decide what to consume, you ask: 'What do I want?'. When you decide what to produce, you ask: 'What do other people want me to do?'. The former is a lot more individuating than the latter."

The people do not yearn for automation.

a large paper guillotine trimmer at the American Bookbinder Museum, ready to cut pages to size

Music

Kali Malone, The Sacrificial Code

Sam Gendel, Josiah Steinbrick, Mouthfeel / Serene

Tristan Perich, Infinity Gradient perf. James McVinnie.

Following on the promise of week 14... Mathieu David Gagnon, Flore Laurentienne, Volume III. I like "Navigation VII" and "(À travers les) Chablis"

Movies Ratatouille. It's fine? This might be a victim of hearing so many good things about it for so long before I got to it. Didn't land at all. Also too much swirly moving camera.

Frybread Face and Me. Some stilted acting but a good heart.

Love, Brooklyn. Maybe some home court bias, and I love pointing at the screen like Leo when I recognize local places, but I really liked it. Several views on several key relationships, and we get to see them sympathetically from each side. Benefits from the compression in a shorter film. "Don't say it." Bittersweet, hopeful. Andrê Holland reliable as always, but Nicole Beharie especially stood out. Perhaps pair with Past Lives?

X-Men: Days of Future Past. Better than expected! I like how we have several ~villains to work with here.

The Outfit. Still good but lost some of the zip the first time had. Narration like The Prestige now that I think of it.

TV

The X-Files, s6e6 "How the Ghost Stole Christmas". This was fun! I like this kinda silliness. Lean into the cliches and heightened storytelling and you get someting special.

Hannibal, s3e7. So glad the Verger arc is winding down.

Big Little Lies, s1e3.

CSI: Miami, s4e16.

2026, Week 15

I've gotten back into coding more recently. Well, vibe-coding. Maybe that's the right speed for me. I coooooooouuuuuuld learn more, and incrementally I do, sniffing around the edges. But lately a more mercenary approach from zero to one. Did some work to update a browser extension and other tools for work stuff, updating my white noise app from late last year, and moving this blog to 11ty for no particular reason. It's fun!


Last week I went to the A's–Yankees game. It felt weird being at that stadium, enemy territory for a kid who went through a period of staunch Braves loyalty. But a lovely night out. I think that's my fifth or sixth MLB stadium – two in Atlanta, Baltimore, Denver, and San Francisco, and a handful in the minor leagues.


I also went to the dentist. I miss my old one, even if she did try to sell me whitening treatments all the time. At least I could count on some gospel music.


Not much can top a sunny Sunday morning stroll in the city with a little coffee in your system.

a flowering tree bursts into blossoms next to a gated driveway between brick buildings

Books

On the Calculation of Volume, Book II. Finished up. The container theory of time is right there out in the open huh. What about all the Roman stuff though?

The First King of England: Æthelstan and the Birth of a Kingdom So far, so good.

Running

More consistent than previous, and by Friday morning, I could feel it all adding up. Fun long run into new-to-me parts of Queens.

flowering blossoms on a tree silhouetted against a blue sky

Around the Web

Portraits of father and sons holding hands. (via)

How 'Zombie Flow' Took Over Culture.

Touring the mannequin storage room at FIT.

A catalog of AI writing tropes.

I didn't know Café du Monde has been open since 1862.

A Bay Area travelogue.

daffodils line a grassy bank as the Manhattan skyline peeks from behind

Music

Julianna Barwick, Mary Lattimore, Tragic Magic. Including a cover from the Blade Runner soundtrack.

Jeremiah Chiu, Marta Sofia Honer, Recordings from the Åland Islands.

Blake Clawson, Renova New Music Ensemble, Aric Vyhmeister, Peyton Magalhaes, Myrkvun. There's a melody in "Haust" that I can't quite place. It sounds so similar to something, just can't put my finger on it. Maybe a tune from Holst, Grainger, Delius, Vaughan Williams?

Dianna Lopez, Earth Expressions. Nature + kora, guitar, etc.

Mozart: Piano Concertos No. 20 in D minor K.466 & No. 27 in B-flat Major, K.595 perf. Mitsuko Uchida with The Cleveland Orchestra.

Manhattan skyline beyond the East River as seen from Hunter's Point in Queens

Movies

If I Had Legs I'd Kick You. I like how reality bends and blends. Good to see Rose Byrne's comedic talent used for something much darker, but often still funny.

Boiling Point. Stressful little ensemble piece with a lot of empathy. Really growing to appreciate Stephen Graham.

TV

The X-Files, s6e5 "Dreamland II".

Hannibal, s3e6. The reunion scene! "If I saw you everyday, forever, Will, I would remember this time." The romance you don't want to see (but kinda do?).

Big Little Lies, s1e1–2. Let's see where this leads...

2026, Week 14

I went to the eye doctor and faced mortality. I don't right now, but someday in the next year or two or three, I will need bifocals.

Art
Wild Beast Wood, painting by Sidney Sime. Basketball (Convention Hall, Philadelphia), 1935 watercolor by Michael Leone. Monuments at G., gypsum and watercolor on canvas by Paul Klee. Moomin and the Mymble paint an Easter egg by Tove Jansson. Collages made from ecurity envelope patterns by Amber Williams (via, via).

Books
War and Peace. Done! Finished in a hot sprint before March came to a close. I think the latter parts of the book dragged. Much more focus on the warfront, troop movements, and theory-of-history essays. I was itching for closure on the characters we started the story with. I'd read it again, in abridged form.

On the Calculation of Volume, Book II.

Running
Dialing back just a tad on the mileage. First proper warm-ish run in the city this year on Saturday morning, t-shirt and shorts. It's going to take some adjustment.

Around the Web
Title Scream, graphics from 80s–90s videogames.

Akira Kurosawa's painted storyboards. And here are more side-by-side Kurosawa paintings and stills.

The visual language and fashion in Sailor Moon.

A family genealogy project turns into a personal encyclopedia.

Those frogs that hang out in trees and chirp are called pinkletinks in some regions, spring peepers in others. "Their Latin name, pseudacris crucifer, can reveal a lot, […]. Pseudo means false in Latin, and cris denotes cricket or locust."

The Ozempicization of the Economy and Body Futurism

Stop trying to make me buy a house.

"We are all made smaller by the pursuit of unproven and unprovable purity."

"Strong works of art exceed any single paraphrase of their meaning. They remain open enough to support serious disagreement."

Black Bart was a stagecoach robber with a grudge against Wells Fargo.

Music
Highlight from my listening week was an almost-trio of albums from Mathieu David Gagnon:

Nilam, Ganavya. I like "Land".

Atabasca, Atabasca. It has some Hermanos Gutiérrez flavor, but a bit more variety in sonic palette.

Tomaga, Intimate Immensity.

Fazer, "Khanda".

Movies
Crime 101. Ah, such fun! Mashes up a bunch of things I love but a bit more than a simple reheat, pun intended. I love seeing Hemsworth so bottled up and socially awkward. I will watch again some day.

TV
The X-Files, s6e4 "Dreamland". Not sure these early-season two-parters work for me. I do like the switcheroo, though!

Hannibal, s3e5.

2026, Week 13

Some highs, some lows, forward we go.

Art
This weekend: various Keith Haring artworks at the Brant Foundation. Bank of the IJssel near Hattem, painting by Jan Voerman.

Books
War and Peace. 87% through. So close.

Around the Web
I should build a Superchair.

On expanding awareness around emotions.

For the love of God, learn to paragraph and Why LLMs are good editors but bad writers.

Music
Suzy Sheer, Euphoriphilia and The One. Echoes of Crystal Castles (compliment).

GoGo Penguin, Between Two Waves

Oren Ambarchi, Johan Berthling, Andreas Werliin:

Chris Abrahams, Oren Ambarchi, Robbie Avenaim, Placelessness.

Movies
The Naked Spur. Really liked this western, sort of a moving chamber piece. James Stewart as greedy bounty hunter, Robert Ryan's sly intellectual villain needling him along, like we later see in 3:10 to Yuma. Protagonist sort of crumbles rather than triumphs into a better state. We hope.

Peaky Blinders: The Immortal Man. It doesn't work for me, but it's fine. I have no attachment to the TV show, so I'm not the audience anyway. At least I know what a toff is now.

TV
The X-Files, s6e3 "Triangle". The will-they-or-won't-they has been answered… sort of.

Hannibal, s3e3–4. Everyone using each other to sharpen their motivations.

DuckTales (1987), s1e1. "Uhhhh yes and no, Uncle Donald".